Without a doubt, experiences like these are life changing. Going to Cambodia really opened my eyes and made me realize how good I have it. It also made me see that I am much more capable than I ever thought I was. Personally, I went into the trip with this picture in my head of how I thought things would be, but quite honestly, the trip exceeded all expectations, and it was nothing like I pictured it. With that said, I have absolutely no idea what to expect for Nicaragua. In the process of working really hard and being put to the test, both mentally and physically, not only do you accomplish the unimaginable, you also learn wonders about yourself. If Nicaragua is anything like Cambodia, I know that I will come back a much better person. 

I believe that the most difficult part of the experience for me will be going on the home visits. I've heard a lot of stories and read blogs from the trip before, and every time I find myself with tears in my eyes. I can't even imagine what actually being there and living it for myself will be like. In Cambodia, I witnessed devastating conditions. Judging from the things I've heard about Nicaragua, they live in pretty harsh conditions, but on top of their living conditions, the kids are disabled as well. I'm fairly good at keeping it together, but in situations like these, controlling my emotions will definitely be difficult for me. 

Never in my life have I worked with children who are disabled. My biggest fear would probably be not knowing exactly how to interact with those wonderful kids. By interact, I mean teach mostly. I've taught kids before, but not kids with special needs. I know It will be different, and It worries me not knowing how to approach them. I don't know much about their disabilities, which only makes me eager to learn more. I'm sure interacting and communicating won't always be easy, but I want to make sure I give them my all, because they definitely deserve it.